Beautiful

Eminem - Beautiful

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me,
I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fuckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position
I'm in I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rapI need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautifulOoOo
They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you.

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I Don’T Want To Miss A Thing - Aerosmith

I don’t want to miss a thing
I could stay awake
Just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile, while you are sleeping
While you’re far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment
ForeverEvery moment spent with you is a moment
I don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall asleepCause
I’d miss you, baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beeting
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank god, we’re together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment foreverForever and ever
I don’t wanna miss one smile
And I don’t wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you
And just like this
And I just wanna hold you close
I feel your heart so close to mine
And you’ll stay here in this moment for all the rest of timeYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you, baby
And I don’t want miss a thing
Cause even when I try, I try
The sweetest dream would never do

Happy Ending

今天是2009年在循中上课的最后一天，本来应该是很伤心的，不过去s3c3班PARTY后，就没有了！！！！！
今天去礼堂听“表扬大会”，害我的脚很酸很痛，我的屁股坐到变“ROTI CANAI”，原来坐比站来得更惨~~~~~
她很厉害啊~~~~~拿最佳成就奖——“铜奖”！！！！！
虽然是铜奖，但我觉得我自己明年都拿不到这个奖！！！！！
真替她高兴啊~~~~~看来我的暗恋也要告个段落了~~~~~
听完后，就回班排座椅，SPM考试就要到了！！！！！
排完和拿了成绩后，就跑出S3C3班，去到那边就一直玩，HIGH到没有话讲~~~~~
我的“死党”们都有回来，一见面就大叫~~~~~
有顺文，HON，阿屎。。。。。没有看到“叉烧"罢了~~~~~~~~
我一进去就拿东西吃，章浩还玩食物，我也跟着玩，好像有点过份。。。。。
不过这个PARTY可以说是今年最快乐的一天~~~~~~
经过今天过后，我自己知道明年就看不到他们在学校了，不过也对他们而感到快乐，因为他们现在已经不是中学生了，而是一个成年人了！！！！！
希望他们在未来有很好的前途，一路顺风~~~~~
高三的朋友们，不要忘记我啊！！！！！结婚的时候一定有叫我去啊！！！！！
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!
ALL S3(2009),WISH YOU ALL GOOD LUCK AND HAVING A GOOD FUTURE ~~~~~
MISS YOU ALL FOREVER!!!!!

事实

明天是读书的最后一天，也是高三朋友们在学校做最后一天的学生！！！！！
今天我一直都看我班的钟，一分一秒的过去，每当铃声响一次，心情就一步一步的沉重~~~~~
因为这些铃声证明了时间的过去，和他们在学校相处的时间慢慢的缩短。。。。。
他们的分开已变成了不变的事实，伤心也没有用。。。。。
今天的结业式，我看到她！！！！！
我还以为我没有机会看到她，很幸运的她有为结业式服务~~~~~
一看到她我整个人好像要飞起来了，很兴奋！！！！！
但我不敢正面看她啊，我的直觉告诉我，她好像知道了，很讨厌我的样子~~~~~
要怪就怪自己酱大个人还要玩暗恋，而且对象还是有男朋友的！！！！！
可能今天是我看她的最后一次了，未来是怎样没人懂啊~~~~~
我只知道我和她的距离从明天过后将会更远，也是不变的事实！！！！！
不过我必须要接受这些事实，不能伤心下去，因为有SPM考试。。。。。
这也是一个事实！！！！！一定要考好它！！！！！

失败

离现在还有2天罢了，就要和高三的朋友们说再见！！！！！
而我自己却还要留在学校多一年，有够后悔啊！！！！！
很多人都说比别人慢一年不是一个大问题，可是对我来说却失去了很多珍贵的回忆。。。。。
我不能和他们一起过毕业典礼，在新礼堂过毕业晚会，排球和篮球比赛，面对统考，筹备毕业特刊等很多回忆！！！！！
可能我在这2天所见到的人可能是最后一次见面了，大家都要追求各自的梦想。。。。。
明年我还有待在学校里，缺少了你们就没意思了！！！！！
她也要走了，我到现在都没有勇气去认识她，有够失败！！！！
高一那年会留级也是因为自己很失败才会变到这样!!!!!!!
毕业特刊里也因为我的失败就没有我的名字！！！！！
我的一是快乐，任性却换来了一生的后悔！！！！！
这些“高三回忆”就变成我的遗憾了！！！！！
一生人都不可能再有机会和他们一起去就读高三，不能再和他们一起拥有这个回忆。。。。。
如果有第2次机会让我弥补有多好啊！！！！！

Tell Me Why-Declan Galbraith

Declan Galbraith - Tell Me Why

In my dream, children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue and fields are green
And laughter is the language of the world
Then i wake and all i see
Is a world full of people in need

Chorus:

Tell me why(why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something i have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos i don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand Tell me why?
Everyday i ask myself
What will i have to do to be a man?
Do i have to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who i am?
Is that what my life is for
To waste in a world full of war?

Chorus:

Tell me why(why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something i have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos i don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why?

Chorus:

(children)tell me why?
(declan)tell me why?
(children)tell me why?
(declan)tell me why?
(together) just tell me why, why, why?

Chorus:

Tell me why(why) does it have to be like this?
Tell me why (why) is there something i have missed?
Tell me why (why) cos i don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand Tell me why?

Chorus:

Tell me why (why,why,does the tiger run)
Tell me why(why why do we shoot the gun)
Tell me why (why,why do we never learn)
Can someone tell us why we let the forest burn?(why,why do we say we care)
Tell me why(why,why do we stand and stare)
Tell me why(why,why do the dolphins cry)
Can some one tell us why we let the ocean die? (why,why if we're all the same)
Tell me why(why,why do we pass the blame)
Tell me why (why,why does it never end)
Can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends?
Why,Why!!

痛

前几天，不懂作么在睡觉的时候发了一个很奇怪的梦。。。。。
场地：学校的楼梯A（因为合废卡们走下楼）
时间：应该是第二次下课
我走下来的时候看见她。。。。。
看见她的感觉都是一样的，心跳很快就像和平常那样。。。。。
结果她上前来和我说话。。。。。吓死我，因为她是不认识我的。。。。。
那时候是高兴到飞起来。。。。。
然后她对我说了一句话。。。。。。
“我有男朋友了，你不要浪费时间。”
我听到这句话的时候，我就起身了，因为到时间去学校。。。。。
那一天真得很没有MOOD。。。。。
我的脑是不是有问题？？？？？
发这种梦做么。。。。。我的脑傻了。。。。。
WALAO~~~~~~~~~~A
我得了精神分裂症？？？？？